From the depths of distress, disillusionment, dejection and the
certainty of untimely death occasioned by HIV infection through blood
transfusion at the tender age of 12, Gloria Asuquo, has risen to become a
vibrant, assertive and ambitious young woman who is taking a decisive
and incisive battle to one of the world’s most dreaded infectious
disorders – HIV/AIDS.
a pauper in addition to the ignominy of HIV stigma and discrimination. Today,
Gloria who once contemplated death until sheer luck and doggedness
turned her fortunes around and brought unhindered access to the elusive,
life-saving treatment has undergone a transformation. The same HIV
infection that took her to the brink of total despair is today a source
of her blessing. How did it happen? She tells it all in this encounter.
SEE Excerpts below
Living with HIV stigma:
a young person diagnosed HIV positive at 12. I was in Primary six going
to JSS1. I got infected through blood transfusion. The stigma was so
much I couldn’t bear it. There were drugs at that time, but they were
too expensive for my parents to afford. Each time my father raised the
money to pay for my drugs, my mother would challenge him. Why are you
giving her the money? she would ask. We know that she would soon die.
Why is she taking the drugs? Why are we wasting money? My mother went
to the Church and told the Reverend who announced my status to the
community.He advised I should be taken to one of the General
Hospitals and abandoned there to die. But my father refused to heed such
advice. Rather, he challenged the Reverend to take one of his four
children to the hospital and abandon her there to die first, only then
would he obey the instruction. The pressure became too much.
My
mother separated me from the rest of the family. She demarcated my own
part of the house separate from the others. The stigma became too much.
Escape from home
One
day I could not bear it again. The pressure was too much for me to
bear. I had to break the window and jumped out to escape from home at
the age of 12. I escaped to an unknown village called Oki. I went to
Jabi Park in Abuja, I had only N800. I didn’t know where to go, but just
wanted to leave and even die.
Death wish
I wanted to die.
I was in the bush; I had stopped using my drugs which at that time cost
N15, 000 per month. Test for CD4 count was N6, 000, viral load N12,
000. Where was I going to get that kind of money? I wasn’t working, I
just told God to let me die.
Before then, I went to NTA and
shared my story. I told them I was HIV positive; I wanted to declare my
status to the world. They said I should cover my face, but I said no. I
wanted the world to know my story so that if I die, everyone would know
what killed me. Breaking the stigma is an individual thing. If you want
to come out to testify, nobody can take that away from you
Saved
Then
I met Dr. Anthony Agu, a lecturer at the University of Nigeria, Nsukka.
When he asked about my parents, I burst into tears. He took me to the
University and I told him my story. He took me to his house, gave me a
room to stay. But he told me not to disclose my status to his family. He
enabled me continue my education and in 1996, I finished my school.
Back to treatment
Dr.
Agu then told me that he heard that the drugs were now free that I
should go and try. So I went back to Gwagwalada General Hospital where I
met Dr. Ajayi. When he asked if I had been taken my drugs, I said yes. I
lied to him because I was afraid that if I told him I had not been on
drugs, he would send me away.
But he placed me on the drugs. That
night I went back to Nsukka, but never went back home. Dr. Ajayi got
all my details and related to Dr. Pat Matemilola and Professor Babatunde
Oshotimehin who were all looking for me. Eventually, it was Godwin
Odemije of Radio Nigeria that came to look for me, and brought me back
home. In 2006, I developed typhoid and ovarian cyst. Doctors said I
would be operated upon because I stopped using my drugs for a number of
years. To the glory of God, I’m still on firstline drugs.
HIV infection as blessing
God
first, but the treatment has kept me alive till today. If there were no
free drugs, by now, I would have been a forgotten issue. People would
have forgotten me, my name would not be written anywhere. HIV has become
a blessing to me. I am sitting with important people. If not for HIV, I
would not meet Ministers, and Ambassadors and so many important people.
If not for HIV, I would not have ever fly in an aircraft. I’m proud to
be HIV positive. Today, I’m a testimony in my family, there is no
meeting at which they do not seek my opinion. I’m proud that I’m HIV
positive.
Make treatment available
I’m still pleading to
the Ambassadors and everyone in the country to make these drugs
accessible especially the youths and women. We are the most vulnerable
and do not have anywhere to go. We are tomorrow’s leaders. We may be
driven out when we are diagnosed with HIV because the general belief is
that HIV is contracted through promiscuity. But HIV can be contracted
through many ways.
The three zeros
If the drugs are made
to be more available, only then can we truly have the three zeros, that
is, zero related deaths, zero new infection and zero stigma. As a young
person I cannot come out but keep quiet and spread it, but if we provide
access to treatment, give free education, employment and there is no
stigma, I bet you, these three zeros will be achieved.
Ambition
I’m
dreaming to become a medical doctor. I want to achieve this. HIV has
nothing to do with my future. I would match it and overcome it. I need
you to help me achieve my dream and also to find a cure to HIV. I want
my name to be great, so that it will be said that Gloria Asuquo found a
cure to HIV. I want a scholarship so that I can achieve my goal.
Vanguard
